Saturday, February 18, 2006
Ectasy!
No, I'm not talking about the drug! What I am talking about is the feeling of ectasy when you have enough cigarettes to last you for at least the next 2 weeks! Oh for joy! Can it get any better than that!
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
It is not pleasant......
when going through cigarette withdrawl! I really can't call it withdrawl though because I'm not actually trying to quit. A better word would be denial! That's right I am out of cigarettes again and I am so PO'ed! And any added stress or problems that come along make me want to puff on a cigarette more! I hate being out of cigarettes and it makes me so angry (and moody) - can you tell?
I would tell you exactly what it is I want but I don't want you know how greedy I am! My last full cigarette was 4 days ago and I am climbing the walls!
I would tell you exactly what it is I want but I don't want you know how greedy I am! My last full cigarette was 4 days ago and I am climbing the walls!
Saturday, February 11, 2006
Putting Things In Perspective................
so I'm getting ready to light a cigarette and my lighter doesn't work! "Drat" I say! Then I started to think.....hey I got matches nearby - heck I even got an extra lighter downstairs plus some more matches! I should be and am very grateful because here I am inside during the start of a snowstorm and there is nowhere that I have to go tomorrow which means I can be comfortably inside while the snowstorm is happening. Heck I even don't have to go for cigarettes for the next few days! I have several packs to hold me for a few days and by then the traveling in the snow will be more manageable - heck I'm set!
One of the many things that I am grateful for!
One of the many things that I am grateful for!
